I get in these moods. Where the cum that I get just isn’t enough. Do you know that at one point I was on this self help kick where I actually tried to sort myself out? Yeah, went to meetings and every thing. Only lasted a few days because I came to realize that I wasn’t broken to begin with. I just love cock and cum, big fucking deal.
I learned something new, and I think that I am going to do it more and more. Just another thing to add to my many addictions. I was at a party last night, a lot of lean was in effect, I love that shit. There we were drinking, one by one people started to leave, I was going to head out too when Joey grabbed me and asked me to stay. I thought that was weird since Joey can’t stand me. I stayed anyway if nothing more than to irritate him with my presence.
Eventually it was just the two of us. He asked me if I could do him a favor. I said no. He used the word ‘please’, I bet that hurt him deeply. I gave in after about one hour of drinking more and him not shutting up. I asked him what he needed. He told me that he promised someone that he owes money too that he could find a girl who was freaky. I raised my hand, because that was me.
There I was in some random guy’s apartment with Joey. They were talking in another room while I sat there, just looking around. They came back, I was told to lay down, I did, I was told to stay, like a fucking pet. I see this other guy give Joey a handshake and the fucker leaves. Okay, right, sure, just fucking leave me. I am thinking this is stupid, so I get up and go to walk out and this other guy says, “I hear you love cum.” I turned right back around and went and sat down.
Here was the deal, dude has a fetish. He pays guys to cum in condoms then he gets off watching girls drink and suck the cum from them while he masturbates. Hey whatever, I was wondering how the hell he could have cum in condoms. I mean that shit dries up, it isn’t wet after a bit. He says that I don’t have to worry about that, he can get fresh cum in condoms otherwise I was right, it wouldn’t work. I went back that night, and dude had so many god damned condoms. All I had to do was get the cum out of the condom. I have to say it was pretty damn fun. I didn’t care who the cum was from, I didn’t care what it tasted like, and I didn’t care that he gave me his own cum filled condom after he came the first time.
I was there for a few hours, once in a while this guy would come in the apartment and leave a cooler then leave again. Dude just texted him again when he needed more filled condoms. I started to laugh at one point because I had this quick image of all these cocks hooked up to one of those milking machines just so this guy could bust a nut. Anyway, I had a great time, he had a great time, and I have a new kink. Thank you Joey.
I can’t really tell you when my lust for the married man next door started, I know it’s been weeks and he is in all my fantasies. At night when I feel the urge to pleasure myself wash over me it’s him I’m thinking about. I think about him pushing me up hard against his kitchen counter as we kiss passionately knowing any minute his wife could walk in. I think about him bending me over and fucking me from behind next to the pool as I watch our reflections off the water. Just the idea of his big strong arms wrapped around me gets me wet. I know it wouldn’t be hard to seduce him, his wife doesn’t hold a candle to me. The only thing holding me back is I’m worried I won’t be able to stop once I get a little taste. I must have him soon though my mouth waters at the thought of sucking his cock showing him what a real loving woman can do for him. Almost every time I shut my eyes I see myself bouncing up and down on top of him, with my tits jumping in his face. I feel like I’m losing it, is this obsession?
