When you touch me, I Lose Myself. When you walk up behind me and put your lips on my neck, it makes me think of when I was young and free. You make me feel beautiful you make me feel wanted and lusted and loved. I need you I don’t want to give you up for anything I don’t care about your wife I don’t care about your family I don’t care about your obligations I only care about you. I promise that I’m going to be a good girl and I’m not going to tell your wife about what we do when we’re together because I don’t want to ruin us. I have been in love with you from the very first moment that you said hello to me. I saw, and I felt the electricity between us. I felt electrified by your touch and your eyes. You are my dream man your everything that I could ever want. You’re so special to me; I don’t ever want you to forget that. No matter what happens I want us to always be together I want to always be in your life, I want to be your secret lover. I will be submissive to you. I’ll do whatever it takes to make you happy; I want to be your get away from all of your married issues. When I see her, I just want to choke her, but I keep my composure because I know how important this Arrangement is. I love you. I love you so much I couldn’t imagine being without you. Whenever we make love, and my lips are wrapped around your cock I just want to stay down there 4 hours showing you that I love your cock in my mouth. I’m grateful for you; I cannot do without you. I need you to understand that. I worship you you are so fucking special in my life. Please don’t ever forget how I feel about you because I’m afraid that if you forget you’ll start to repair that marriage and I’ll be out of the picture. It’s a nightmare for me to think about not being with you. You are all that I’ve ever wanted out of a man I wake up, and you’re the first thing on my mind, and when I go to bed, you’re the last thing I think about that’s how important you are.