It’s me Alyssa your favorite fuck toy, and I’m tipsy enough to tell the truth without flinching. Drunk Sex Porn is the phrase that flickers through my head as a fantasy, not a script, something reckless and lazy that makes me smile while the buzz warms my cheeks. I’m laughing at nothing, swaying a little, letting my thoughts spill because I don’t feel like catching them tonight. I talk too much when I drink, rambling about how I like being wanted, how attention sticks to me like heat.
My words blur together, honest and unfiltered, like I’m confessing to a mirror that never interrupts. I feel playful, bold, a little dangerous, and I love the way that confidence feels when it’s messy instead of polished. I imagine eyes following me, not touching, just watching, letting tension stretch thin and delicious. Anticipation is always my favorite part, the moment before anything happens, when everything feels possible.
I like the idea of being irresistible, of being chosen again and again, not because I need it, but because I enjoy it. The drink loosens my shoulders and my mouth, and I lean into the mood. Desire becomes a feeling instead of an action, something that hums quietly under my skin. I laugh, sigh, bite my lip at my own boldness, enjoying how unguarded I sound. There’s power in being unpolished, in letting hunger exist without explaining it.
I talk about craving closeness, about the electricity of a lingering gaze. I like knowing a pause can say more than words. I’m shameless about wanting to be unforgettable, about enjoying the thought of being replayed in someone’s mind. My voice dips and wanders, slow and teasing, because that’s how the buzz moves through me. I savor the blur, the way time softens and edges melt.
Every sentence I start drifts, curls, and lands somewhere daring. I let my confidence wobble on purpose, because wobbling is honest. I’m not promising anything except a feeling, a pulse, a grin that lingers. I toast to desire, imagination, and nights that end with smiles, not explanations. Tomorrow can wait; tonight belongs to curiosity, warmth, and wandering thoughts. As the night ends, I’m glowing and unguarded, drunk on attention and possibility. I know exactly who I am at this moment: confident, flirtatious, and fully aware of the power of a lingering thought.





